Moody swingy

Crying. Happy. Depressed. Dazed. Giddy. Angry. Grumpy. Psycho. Lonely. Helpless. Energetic. Sad.

On and off again, these seem to be my moods lately. I go from one to another, I can be happy as a clam one minute then psycho angry then next. 2 minutes later I am sobbing. Who knows what will happen next!

I just can't wait to be done with this postpartum mood swings, and get my body back, get off them meds (I hate taking meds) so I can attempt at being somewhat normal.

I have been very anti-social lately. I really just want to stay home and just do my daily routine. Baby, toddler, baby, toddler, dogs, Ed, baby, toddler, baby toddler, dogs, cats, Ed... I have gotten all your phone calls, I finally emptied all of our 48 messages from our machine.

I think I am just petrified of the fact that today is Ed's last day home from Empress. But I did this with Mia. and she sleeps from 7 to 7, so I can handle him at night and her during the day.

Sleep is over rated anyway...