To the bath tub. That is where I take notes, read magazines, clear my head, and make to do lists. So this is what I took note of while clearing my head...
- Sunshine makes it better, maybe not all better. But a little bit.
- Baths make it better too
- I don't care about Beatz family drama, at all
- I wish my house was more organized, even though I am trying.
- I have a weird interest in spiders, but there still creepy.
- I want to be a super mom like my mom. But I need to know it will take time, to develop my super powers.
- I am happy to be blonde again
- I miss Ed, and Hate baseball season
- I am tired of being tired. All the time
- I like to watch my belly move
- I am lonely
- I had a nice dream about Gramma Wanda (my mom's mom) she came to visit me and my mom. I had this same dream around this time when I was pregnant with Mia. (my Gramma passed away 17 years ago.)
- I want to scrapbook, clean my to be new art room, fold and wash all the laundry, clean the media room for Ed, and nap. Right now.
- I don't want post partum, but I fear that it will happen again, especially with Ed being gone all the time, and now 2 kids.
- I get frustrated with Sophie, the barking and the getting into things.
- I get frustrated with Mia when she fights me about sleep. 2 days in a row now, fighting me.
- I want warm weather, a pool and the faux wicker couch and love seat for my deck
- I hope Mia is ok with a new baby around. It will be good for her.
- I think this is going to be a long 4 weeks.
- I think I think to much.
And that is all I wrote down...
